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Can you hear me
Are you listening
I don’t know if you are
I don’t know if you even care

One minute we’re happy
The next I have to do
Something really stupid
And screw it all up

I’m gonna find out how
Tough life is
And I guess I’m doing that now
I can’t understand why or how

You think that you know me
But I know that you don’t
I don’t know why you love me
I just can’t figure it out

You hit me
You hurt me
You abuse me
In any way that you can

You say it’s because you love me
You can’t ever look at me and say it
I just can’t take it
I don’t agree

I think I’m gonna go
I think I’m fading fast
I can’t think of anyone now
I don’t know how much longer I can last

You’ve hurt me for the last time
Now it’s my turn to hurt you
I don’t care if you cry
I don’t care if I die

You’ll be sorry
And you will suffer
But I’ll get over it
And I will see the future

If you find me
And I’m not already in a better place
You can forget all of it
Because I would have already forgotten your cruel face

If you’re reading this rite now
Then I have hurt you badly
And if you’re crying that’s when
I know that you truly love me

I can’t say sorry
Cause I don’t know how
To say it and mean it
So if you want me to you better teach me now

I lay here
And think…
Of beautiful things
Now that I can’t feel the pain

Good-bye…
Maybe I love you and maybe
You love me, I’ll never know
Unless you wake me
From this permanent sleep

:( Pills, knife, please help me save my life. :(