One more Time!

As I cut I do bleed,
From the hurt I am freed,
Kill me know is what I scream,
I want to die so I can dream,
To dream of him with pride,
I keep cutting have I died?
No Im not dead,
The pain is now all I dread,
Tonight I will sleep,
Back to my knife I do creep,
Cutting, cutting again and again,
I will suffer for how Ive been,
Now the sheets are soaked in my blood,
One more time and then Im done,
I love the pain now yes indeed,
Just right then I do succeed.

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