I hate

I hate the way you cling so tight
and not want to let me go.
I hate your smile when i come so near
I hate the love you show.

I hate the way you treat me so well
and yet i throw it all back in your face
The way you make me laugh with your silly quirks
The promises you make.

I hate the fact you'd walk one thousand miles
just to see my tears,
fore i can't give you back my heart
and that is what i fear.

I hate the fear of losing you
because i can't return you a kiss
I hate the way i can't make you see
that this is how it is.

I don't see you in the loving way you see me
yet my smile is like angels wings
when you come close
But i don't quiver when you touch me like that
a friend is what i see you the most.

I hate the way your heart sees me
the way you want me to belong to you
the way i can't hold your hand without is meaning something
I hate how your words are so true.

I hate the way your always there
calling me on the phone
I hate the way you call me beautiful
I hate your love thats known.

I hate it when you impress me
with your quick moves your sly words and inventions,
I hate your warm hands that fit perfectly into mine
the faith you have in me and your high expectation's.

But i also hate you not being around even for just one second
I hate all those girls that lust over you
So i guess I'm lucky to have you
and that's what i reckon.