Mistake

IDK what to do anymore, I don't know how to get by
and I continue to live this life, simply wanting to die
I know that you don’t want me though I don’t know why
So I sit in bed every night, numb to life, as I cry.

No one ever told me that the pain would be so strong
Or that I would want to give up getting along
I shouldn’t have let you go, its just like that one song
I made a mistake, w/ you is where I belong.

~~I know this is short, but its from the heart. I don’t know how to live without Blake. I made a HUGE mistake by letting him go and I know it, but I admitted to it. I want him back. I love him. Please, if you have any idea about what I should do, tell me!~~