You came into this world only to leave us unexpectedly,
you were a child with so much life yet to live,
but everything happens for a reason,
as unfortunate as that may be.
i hate that you are no longer in our presence,
that i will never see you smile again.
i know you lived by the moment,
though i don't know what was on you mind that time.
why you took those pills and drank,
why you didn't buckle you seat belt before pulling off that cold rainy day.
but i guess that's just part of being human,
and no one will truly understand why we do the things we do.
i guess this is just the price we pay for living by the moment.
i wish that i could spend just one more day in you presence,
see you walk down the halls again,
go to one more show with you.
you will always be remembered for the one who ceased the day,
who had no fear or care in the world.
the one that knew how to put a smile on your face,
even on your worst of day.
you were a friend, a son, a student, a rapper, and a great soul.
you will always be remembered and you will always be adored,
rest in peace my dear friend,
until we meet again.
i dedicate this poem to mark, who died from taking pills and drinking(12/9/04) and james, who died in a car accident (10/18/04)
r.i.p