I don't know

I'm alone
Three feet away from ending my life.
How can I go on for the rest of my days?
Life is not easy,
There are doubts.
There's Laughter and play,
Then at the end of the day you fall asleep naked.
Who's there to turn to?
When will my companions pull through to do their job?
I don't know.
There's no answers, just fear.
Hope, love, and freedom.
Who's the one to judge?
Not you, not I, heck not even Judy. . .
What are we gonna do?