Incomplete

Every night i cry myself to sleep
knowing that my life is incomplete
what it is, i still don't know
but the feelings inside me are starting to show

i cant stand to see people happy
knowing that i cant be
i hate that I'm always crying
no one sees on the inside I'm dieing

yeah i screwed up
and now i really couldn't give a fcuk
I'm sorry for what I've done
but in my life, nothing can be won

i wish there was some way that i could put it right
but i am so sick of putting up this fight
I'm sick of trying to win
when all my feelings just get thrown in the bin

i really dint know if i can do this anymore
I just want to give up and walk out the door
everyone can see that i cut myself
i just wish i could find someone to help

i want my life to go back to the way it was
I'm sicking of always answering with because
so now its time to say goodbye
and i am truly saying sorry with a tear in my eye