It's always my fault
Everything that goes wrong
This is a feeling I've felt for so long
My lifes so surreal yet so real
Although you're near I feel so very alone
You can't see I'm dying
I want you to notice I'm alone
I wish you could see this hurt I feel
Scared of moving forward
Can't you see my pain
Can't you take it away
Could you please be my knight
My knight in shinning armour
Who comes and saves my day
You wouldn't notice I'm not okay
When you're around I'm smiling
Always laughing
No one notices I'm not OK
No one gives a C r a p
It's just another issue they chose to ignore
I thought I'd finally defeated this depression
But this feeling is just as strong as it used to be
I thought you had helped me out of this state
But everyones got their problems
Sometimes I wish I could scream to the whole world
I know I suffer from depression
But then you'd look at my like I'm some kind of freak
I just got away from people who saw me that way
To them I was just a cutter
The one who gave them good advice
A hypocrite
I know I am
I told you all not to cut
Then went and did it myself
I wanted to protect you
I didn't want you to become the same as me
You didn't listen anyway
My warning to you was ignored
