Help! I Scream and no one Listens

Who really cares any more?
Can’t think of one person I can run to.
My family is falling apart at the seams.
Can’t think of one person that would care.
My friends need me to help them not the other way around.
I can’t feel……… any more.
Everything is blocked.
Everything is stored away. Gotta protect myself.
Can’t take it anymore. But I have to, can’t cope the way I used to.
Say I ask the question who can CARE anymore.

Don’t have any, don’t want any.
Don’t see that, cause I don’t wanna.
Can’t think about, told myself it’s wrong, it didn’t happen.
Can’t hear it, cause I blocked it out.
Don’t Don’t Can’t Can’t cause I wont

Can’t you see that you’re hurting us.
Every yell every fight
Tears out our hearts a little more.
Every lie, every half truth
Makes us cy all the more.
Why can’t you stop thinking about yourself for just a second and look at your children
The littlest one is blissfully ignorant.
The second is playing the sides
The oldest is going back to the numb little bubble she once lived in.
The one that took a suicide attempt to knock her out of.
Maybe this time it will work.
Who knows, you notices, you don’t.

Make me feel again. Make me whole again.
Can’t stop this overactive mind.
Can’t stop the self destruction.
Can’t make the pain go away.
Can’t get out of the black whole.
Can’t stop the blacking out.
Can’t make myself wake up and pay attention.
Can’t being a zombie.
Can’t stop the spiteful words from spilling out.
Cant can’t can’t can’t can’t can’t
Can’t fix it.

Help!
I scream and no one listens.