No mater what you say
No matter what you do
I have never been able
To fully thank you.
I don't know why I'm writing this
I don't know why i feel
Like i don't have to try
But every time i see you there
With tears in your eyes
I know its my fault.
And in you i must confide
That it never was your fault
This life was not my own
But mommy please don't cry
You'll never be alone
And if you feel like leaving
Knowing i had gone first
Just look to god and realize
that I'm with you all the time
Mommy please don't hurt yourself
You've got daddy and the kids
Just remember I'm sitting there
Making a look or a face
And mommy just remember
That even though its my life i took
I will always love you
Mommy i want to thank you
For the good times that you gave
Those memories I'll always save
