thats really sad, Im sorry this happened to you, keep strong

That is really sad.. but really good.

Hi mike thanks for you comment on my poem and ratings you have given me. but i dont think i can speak to you again, im sorry but i cant. take care

Your right we was happy, i was very happy with you thats the gods honest truth, but things jus happened, i went on lycos not long ago and i had a logbook message from \'pinky_steph\' saying about how you showed her pictures of me you know the personal ones. then theres your current girlfreind, and besides i aint been very well lately all the stress of everything is getting me down real bad. im well pleased for you though about your drinking and not having any for 2/3 months. i wish i was that strong, i didnt know how hard things can be. you dont want me mike, im a mess and i ruin everything, im jus best on my own forever then i cant hurt no one, i dont like hurting you mike, it kills me inside when we used to argue, i dont know what else to say. i really beleive this is gonna be a really cr ap year for me, did you know nan has passed?

Noones seen the fotos, i swear. i got v upset 1 nite & a m8 who uses lycos sent that message, i was stressin bout u an mustve mentioned the pics. how can u say i wouldnt want u, r u in my head? have u any idea how ive bin without u? theres more than y u never came bak 2 me than i know, i know it. all i want is the truth bout evrything, the lies, silly lies like the sex dog, evrything. believe it or not i wud feel better if u cud tell me things that r true, no matter how hurtful they r, i mean that, i cudnt feel any worse. im gonna fone this aft, (wed) if u feel a slight thing bout me, plzzzzzzz ansa, i aint gonna have a go, i wudnt, i NEED 2 kno certain things, not want 2, mike x

Take care, is this sum kind of joke?? after the stunt u played on me, having me tell my kids n parents how happy i was that the woman i love was coming 2 live wiv me. all u have 2 do is tell me the truth, if u wen u left u knew u were never coming bak, u had sum1 else, wotever. i need 2 know who yur going out wiv, who u mention on this pro, or r u single 4ever, yur always full ov contradictions, plz dont do this 2 me. wudnt u rather have me, sum1 u say u luvved as a friend at least? maybe not.

What is up with this f'ing world, why didnt u fone, u said u would!! well ive made my chocie now, i knew someone would get hurt again. mum wants me out by sunday so she called up wes and im going to ginnys later today. i was so stupid to start talking to u again, i always have loved and never will stoip loving u but i think theres to much water under the bridge and im not prepared for another relationship be it freinds or not cos i hate hearing ur voice and not being able to see u, so please if u grant me one thing, leave me as i am, i cant get any more down then i am.