Hurt

I'm tired of you
and all of the abuse.
the hateful words you say
and the way you make me feel disgraced.
someday i will leave this place.
by the end of this,
i will be filled with nothing but hate
but then again if that happens it means you win.
so iam going to hold my head up high.
and try not to cry.
i miss you still, but i need to heal