Cutting too deep

I cut really deep
no one knows though
i make them leave scars
but not where they show

i scar to remember
my present then my past
sometimes it might go to far
maybe sometimes a little too fast

I'm now cutting too deep
no one really cares
i could tell someone
it'd just bring tears

my cutting goes too far
sometimes with a knife or a blade
sometimes with a needle so small
unforgettable yea thats what i said

cutting too deep
can go way too far
it can not only take the pain away
but leave a perminate scar

my cuts are not all scaring
but they usually bleed
i just want the pain to go
i just want the feeling that I'm free

in my life of misery
though i don't always show
my cutting is the only thing in my life
that I'm aloud to control

the reason for that is
because no one can see
all my cuts and scars
when I'm cutting too deep