Paradise

My wrists are going to be stained crimson red,
As I fade away in the dawn.
And life will be better there.
For where the sun sets,
Is where paradise awaits my arrival.
The birds will sing when I arrive,
The stairway I will walk upon,
shimmers against the white nothingness I hope for.
The angels will sing and weep when they see my pitiful soul reach the untouched pearly gates.
And I fade away into the sea of dreams,
the thoughts of you swimming through my mind,
like fish up a stream,
they do not leave me.
I will miss you the most out of everybody that touched a part of my mind,
and made an everlasting memory in my heart.
For you will leave the most vivid.
For I loved you the most.
And you loved me back.
Which makes you the most special person in my life.
I just want to say that the paradise that awaits me,
is full of your image.
I love you.
see you there.
Nancy