A fatal attraction is what it seems
a life simply not cut out for me
every day lived with anger and hate
letting suicide dreams reveal my fate
one life to live cut very short
never knowing true love or nothing of a sort
tough decisions to make and not enough time
knowing committing suicide is a serious crime
take a razor to the wrist or a gun to the head
one slice, one bullet and I'm as good as dead
hearing voices all around but no one's in sight
trying hard not to walk into the bright light
not wanting to leave but not wanting to go back
to live my life one more time and fall in the same tracks
get a second chance to have a soul
body still shaken and still very cold
pain burning my heart deep within
"forgive me father, for I have sinned"
popping pills into my mouth
instead of going North i know I'm going South
waking up to a life i never escaped
"please let me die, I'm in hell, for heaven sake"
so many dreams of dieing, not one came true
no more good-bye flowers, no more tears from you
suffering through pain, unhappiness and grief
just one quick death and I'll be relieved
a shot to the head quick and still
at least now i don't need to know how love feels
my life at a end, tears of my ppls falling
please don't cry for me, for Heaven was calling
My mama actually found this poem and told me "here, get you sad poem"
