Every word that comes out your mouth,
Rolls into my mind.
I try to cover up my ears,
Wishing I could press rewind.
To pause you from you’re next sentence,
And you’re next word.
To stop you from the pain you cause,
It’s so damn absurd.
All you do is cause more drama,
And make me want to scream.
Every day you do it,
Having no control to the words you speak.
If I just had the guts,
To push your pitiful body away.
I’d push you so damn far,
You would regret the words you say.
You torture me about my past,
And can never let it go.
You then expect me to heal,
But remind me it all like I do not know.
For some reason you want to see me hurting,
So then you can laugh.
I think you know I have been suffering enough,
I already got it bad.
I just don’t get where do I turn,
And what else should I say?
I’ve told you to hush up,
But each day it’s worse or the same.
I can’t help to love you,
Because you are my fleshing blood.
I just do not know what to call you,
Because I have had enough.
I thought big brothers were suppose to be there,
For their little sis?
I thought they were protective?
Instead you hurt me with all this...
(I do not know if this is in the right category in poems...)
