After all i have done for you to show you i care,
After all we have been through, you knowing i was there.
Your gonna tell me to find someone new?
OK, alright, same to you!
I can not go on like this.
I mean every time i hear your freaking name,
My body slowly fills with pain.
I never did anything to you, never did anything bad.
I did not even think that i made you mad.
But all the sudden when things were going great,
6 words were said and yes, my heart did break.
It was all a lie and you know that now but even that does not change it any how.
Ya, were friends but were drifting apart,
I feel abandoned, left out in the dark.
You say you can not and wont help no more.
Fine. F it. Shut that door.
All i do is try to help everyone, but they always be saying "give me a dang gun"
you used to be the one i ran to when the world shut me out,
But what do i do now? I cant even scream or shout.
I was stupit and promised you, I would not do nothing stupit that you would not do.
So i sit here crying. Wishing i was dying.
I really can not take it. But nobody sees.
Cuz i got pretty good and i can really fake it.
But not to this point, I can not hold it in.
I wanna talk, but i do not know where to begin.
I need help, but wait not from you.
All because you told me to find someone new.
