My problem

Silenced by sorrow, dreading tomorrow, knowing that my problems will stay, knowing they'll never go away
tears shed, because lies were said, and the spoken words still run through my head.
I've lost my direction, i can't find the trial, and if i try i know I'll fail
i have no hope, I'm losing faith, I've fallen from grace, this isn't right I'm out of place
going nowhere, always down, because my pain has chained me to the ground
hurt inside, can't push my problems aside, hard to forget, my life i can't quit
eyes so sad, a person so mad, regret is building, my world is tilting
lost my soul never been whole, I'm starting to fall with nothing to hold
holding hands out, nothing reaching back, finally finding out, it's forgiveness i lack