To my bastfriend that I miss dearly

Highless thoughts running through my head
leaning on your shoulder and nothing to shed
looking for the sharpest knife
all I want to do is take my life
seeing you die in that car crash
Taking my arm and making a diaginal slash
Now i looking back on what we had
a picture of you is all i have
everyday lying in my bed crying all of these tears
but before i close this poem off I have something to say
I will love you with all my heart each and every day