Why???

I sit and think of you
I close my eyes and you are there
I wish you weren't

I look over and see you with her
I see you smile and laugh
I wonder why it has to be this way

Why do I feel like dying
Why do I cry for you each night
Why are you so happy now that we over

Why am I dying slowly
Why are you so happy
Why did you do it

And most importantly why do I still love you