They say the ones you love feel your pain
I know it's true because I feel yours
Theses tears start to form in my eyes
Only one way to take me away from it
Wish you would smile
So I could smile too
Need to cut
I'll put myself to shame
I know I'll regret it
But right now I don't care
Today is S.I.A.D
Self Injury Awareness Day
How ironic
The day I start it up again
Can't tell you the truth
Can't tell mum either
I'll paint on this old fake smile
Make up will cover my face
You won't be able to tell that these bloody tears have fallen
Though you may see it on my floor
Blood stained carpet
I wonder how long will it take for you to see past my smile
3 months last time
Sometimes I wish you would see the real me
See my dying soul
I can't ask that of you
Not now
I have to act strong for you
But that's all it is
An act
A lie
