Its hard

It's hard to say how i feel for so many emotions are inside of me. It's hard to say if i am living my life the right way. It's hard to say a lot of things how i feel thats why i write these stories. It's hard to say i miss you and its hard to say that i don't worry. and its hard to act like I'm not depressed. It's hard not to cry. Its hard to say that i was wrong. Its hard to say that nothing has change even though everything has. Its hard and thats the way it is. Its hard to show people whats going on inside of you. Its hard not to feel like you don't want to be here. Its hard to if only you were here.