Temptation

I gave in today to temptation
Theres another dark creation
I went to the loos at break
From my bag the knife I take

Scratching at my weakened arms
Scars from all my past self harm
Watching blood ooze from the cut
Once again I'm messing up

Wondering just how to stop
When at last will I be on top
Running my own life again
Will I ever escape this pain