I WON'T TAKE YOU BACK

I can't take you back and when you stare me in the eyes and tell me you love me i won't believe you. when you ask me for one more dance, i will tell you "NO". when you ask me why, i will reply. when you told me you no longer loved me, you took a part of me i will never get back. when i cried endlessly, when i felt there was no light at the end of the cave, were you there for me ? late at night when the rain hit your window , can you say i was on your mind? i can tell you you were on mine. You had my whole heart, in the palm of your hand. you threw it at me, like it was nothing. The air escapes my lungs, but the pain wont leave my heart....it won't mend... it's been 3 months and you still hate me. tell me WHAT I did to you- why i am th e one crying? answer me why can't you look at me. tell me why i mean nothing when you used to tell me you loved me. i want to let go i want to move on . let me go, let go of my emotions. how could you lie ? when you knew how i felt. not even man enough to tell me to my face how you regretted our relationship. i don't want to cry anymore. i don't want to fear never feeling your arms around me again. i am tired and alone, i want to know why i love you. i didn't want to get in to deep, i didn't want to love you. now where do i go? there is no one to turn to. i want you to stop hurting me. it's been 3 months and I'm still crying