I'm Sorry

Day by day I smile
Day by day I laugh
Day by day I die inside

Every night I reach into the drawer
Every night I reach for that pin
Every night I cut

This is my release
This is my way of letting go
This is my addiction

I know you don't understand
I know you wan't me to stop
I know this kills you

I'm sorry but I have to
I'm sorry you love a girl like me
I'm sorry I can't be happy