When i see my self in the mirror
i see all my life
i see how much i have suffered
trying to make it better
i try not to think
but i just can help it
i hate so much my life
i wish i was never born
i wish everything just vanished
i hate that i can do anything about it
and it just makes me think
i found a solution
to all this
it makes it go away
but after a while
those memories come back to my mind
i feel so tired now
so out of my mind
i feel like flying too
and it makes me feel free
but then i realize is not true
and everything is the same
i wanna go away
leave everything behind
there is only one last thing
..........if i decided to kill my self it is because i could not deal with
this pain no more
and if this really happens
it will also be better for the ones I've also hurt.
