I hate the way you treated me
I hate the way you loved me
I hated the way you talked to me
And told me that you loved me
When obviously you dididn't.
I hate the way you lied to me.
It made me feel like crud.
Instead of just telling me.
Were you scared?
Were you ashamed?
What were you thinking?
I will always wonder what I did,
Until the day when you decide to come out
And be a “big boyâ€
And tell me the truth
You always lectured me on not hanging out
With other boys
And to tell you everything that goes on
Good and bad
But here you are always calling my best friend
And talking to her and telling her stuff
You never told me.
You know I still love you
And always will
You will always have a special place in my heart
Weather or not you like it
I learned a lot from you
I learned how NOT to trust boys
I learned how not to tell just anyone anything
I learned not to give your heart to someone
Unless your sure that it will be forever.
I hate the way you still there
And I can’t talk to you.
I hate the way that none of my friends
Will let me love you the way that I used to
I hate the way that none of my friends
Like you and make it hard for me.
Not only do I have to try to defend you,
I also am trying not to talk behind your back
Although sadly I do have to admit I did for awhile
I realized that it was the wrong thing to do.
And I’m trying to stop.
But are you?
No your going to my friends & family
Telling them stuff that isn’t true.
You know the truth and whether or not you decide
To realize it or lie about it is your problem.
I’m going to admit to you
The one thing I hoped that I’d never have to say to you
But I think that it’s time I told you the truth
I’ve only made one major mistake in my life.
And that my friend is going out with you.
I hope that one of these day’s you’ll see my point of view
And forgive me.
I hope that we’ll be friends again,
But I doubt if it will be soon!
I really am NOT going to miss you
And from this moment on, will never be able
To think of you the way that I used to be able to!!
