Watching me fall

As you stand there looking at my face i cant help to think this was all a waste. Ill try to hold on but i know its not true as you watched me fall know its because of you. It seems like years but yet still these tears wont disappear. How i wish i could slip out of me in to you so i can watch her fall to.
Watching me fall you enjoyed it say you do. The yellow light now turns red I think if you where dead then ill die to but it wouldn't work because i cant say good bye no matter how hard i try.
Watch me fall open your eyes look at what happens when you abuse a heart it falls apart. Theres too things I'm listening to but who's telling me the truth my mind that knows all your lies my heart that knows all your love but at the same time we don't know u at all why is it that u must sit there and watch me fall?