Ive been torn apart
thrown upon the ground
left to bleed
i wait to be found
i sit in silence
never broken
death tells me to jump
as a window he opens
do i jump?
or do i stay?
he promised me
he'd take the pain away
I'm not a goth
don't call me that
I'm just different
like a black cat
in a world
where all cats are white
i must stand
and put up a fight
but i cant do it
i take the abuse
i cut myself
but whats the use?
i get shit from others
for this weird twist
I'm sick of people going
show me your wrist
then they look at me
in disgust
i didn't tell you to look
so don't make a big fuss
you f**k with me
tell me you care
then turn you back
when i need you there
people stop
people stare
i found out today
that life's not fair
