This life
full of lie
full of hate
its meaningless
I try to help
I do my best
do what i think is right
end up with more pain than before
I sit in the lone dark
about to cry
I hurt someone else
I showed them
what their life is
and made them cry
I don't understand
why
why Have I been put here to live
I want so suffer
for all the pain
I have caused people
suffer for every wound
I made on your arm
I want to take my hands
hold your arm
make the cuts go away
show Ur dad
the pain hes causing
show your brother
what hes done
kill them all
they didn't deserve you
they all beat you
physically
mentally
your heart is broken
so are you
I attempt to help
but make the pain worse
U cant trust me
I cant trust myself
I went behind your back
I should have listened
I should have never read
As I see your dad and brother
I want to die
the poems I read
that you didn't show me
made me feel the pain you have
I see why you didn't show me
all because of what happened today
I was filled with anger
and hate
I wanted to kill
I wanted to show them all
Just give them a brief of what they caused
No one in this world deserves what you get
you are so great
so wonderful
so precious
one in a million
and your beaten and shown
people are evil
people are evil
I must concur
some didn't try to be
some try to help
I try to help
and end up being evil
I am once again
sorry for living
sorry for causing pain
sorry for every last cut I made on your arm
I
am
so
sorry
Amanda
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