Shes gone

She did it
the one thing
I wished she wouldn't do
she broke up with me

I don't feel a loss
I'm still happy
I don't see how this is
maybe she left me
for a reason
that isn't because
she doesn't love me

I don't know
But if the thought
of her actually leaving
came to my mind
id be lost

amanda
if u truly are mad at me
please tell me
you don't seem
to be mad at me

you may feel hate
for what I did
but I did it
because I love you
because I care for you

I wanted to show you
I know all of what you do
I know what you write
and I still love you
and I want to make things
better

Now your with some guy
drew
he seems like an O.K. guy
but I don't think he can
make you happy

This morning
I noticed something
when U broke up with me
and I said bye
you stayed online

its was 7:30 AM
who else that you would talk to
be on at that time?
You had to have stayed on for a reason

please say you miss me
and want me back
I know you can't just
let me go
so easily

You wrote so much about me
so much love
so much fun times
its impossible to one day
just say
Goodbye

Amanda reason here
I made a mistake
one mistake
made u suffer for
what? a day?
but in the end
you would be happy
hopefully

I am sorry
again
for making you sad
making you wanna dump me
but you can't hide what you are
from me

I wont handle it
I was your boyfriend
I loved you
wanted to help

you wouldn't tell me
anything at all
what you were going through

I bet you told drew thou
thats Ok
In a case I cant explain

Just come back to my arms
Ill treat you
much better
than any other guy
make you happier than
any other guy

don't believe me?
just watch and see
trust me

you say you cant trust me anymore
this isn't true
trust to me isn't where
you can tell someone
not to do something
just so you don't cause them pain

trust is where
the person will do
what they say they will do
and be by your side
when you need it

I gave this all to you
and what?
you go and dump it
I wish you saw the reason
why I read the poems

But whatever Amanda
I hope you happy with Drew

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