Sorry to tell you this

I'm sorry to tell you this
that I wont be home again
Ive had enough of this
I just want it to end
You all think you know how I feel inside
that I'm okay
but you don't know how it is to cry
each and every day
Some say that I do it for attention
but you don't know what its like to be me
I'm forever caught in depression
I am something I don't want to be
I hate what I'm doing when I'm sad
but its so hard to resist
I hurt myself so bad
by cutting both of my wrists
After I always tend to regret
cause the pain goes so deep
then I curl up in my bed
and stare at the scars I get to keep
If I could I would change it all
bu I don't know what to do
no one ever catches me when I fall
not even you
Wont anyone miss me when I'm gone
am I that unimportant
now you know why I'm so weak instead of being strong
I always had to listen to your comments
Now my eyes are closed tight
thinking of our good memories
I know that what I'm doing is right
cause I cant live with this disease
So as I lay me down to die
I say a little prayer
I know that no one will cry
cause no one never cared

Copyright 2005 - Sabrina Stelmach
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