I tried to show you that I care,
But you just pushed me away.
I told that I'd always be here,
but you crumbled up my words.
I wanted to tell you how much i love you,
but you acted as if i was never there.
No matter how hard I try,
No matter what I do,
I will always be nothing,
just a speck of dirt,
another person in the crowd.
And that is all I will ever be.
Sometimes I sit and my room,
and think of how i wished things were.
I wished you would care,
Just give me the time of day.
But i know that my wishes,
are just another desire left untrue.
You make me feel like shit,
the way you piss on me everyday.
You make me feel like screaming,
the way you act like I'm not even here.
You make me want to commit suicide,
even though i know you wont care.
I've often thought about it,
but i don't have to guts to do it.
I've often tried different ways,
but never actually succeeded.
I can't believe the way,
I let you get to me.
I can't believe,
the things i let you say.
It shocks me about,
all the shit i put up with.
And yet I still think u care.
So for now I give up.
This game you like to play.
I'll let you win,
but don't think I'll let you,
Do this to me forever.
Some day I will learn,
and that day i know..
Will come never...
