Fatherless

I remember when I was a little kid
I never got to see my father that much
he was always at work
or at the bar getting drunk

so unlike most kids
I looked up to my mom
who was more of a father
than that bastered would ever become

wish you would just leave
and never come back
I cant stand to see you
because I then start to think about the past

all the pain you caused me
all the times you missed my games
so many promises you broken
it just drives me insane

so much anger inside me
I sometimes wish I could just cry
I wont ever let that happen though
I wont even cry when you die

You don’t deserve my tears
for leaving me like you did
Didn’t you realize I need you the most
god damn I was only a kid

I only Have one Fear
and that is to be just like you
But I wont ever let that happen
especially after all you put me thru

I Only have one fear
and that is to be just like you