Nothing is What it Seems

The angry night chills my face.
Standing in the middle of nowhere,
Only the darkness can judge me.
Pain is what I have left to share.

The once illuminous stars become dull.
As I continue lost in thought,
They seem to fade and disappear,
Giving up on my tears they fought.

I shut my eyes tightly
--Still I hear the screams
The horrible moment plays in my mind.
"Nothing is what it seems."

The crescent moon shines and tries to guide.
It moves along to find me.
I try to follow but my legs are numb.
My body screams to be free.

Leaving without me like the stars,
I am left alone in the darkness.
No shred of light, just lost in pity.
My fate is of condemned happiness.

Unexplainable pain consumes my wrists.
Old scars are ripped open with fresh blood.
Torment of hell has met its match,
As I float lifelessly in my own crimson flood.

Wake up! Wake up! Wake up!
My conscience yells at me nervously.
I open my eyes staring at my wrist.
The blade I must've dropped unintentionally.

I hear the breaking of glass again.
--Still the same from before I collapsed.
Oh no! Frightened as my dad nears,
I slammed the door shut hoping it'd last.

I close my eyes tightly again,
Covering my ears to hide the screams.
This horrible moment will not leave.
"Nothing is what it seems."

*This was last night....we'll find out what happens tonight....kinda scared though. When this happened, thats all I could say just trying to convice myself this wasn't happening again, "nothing is what it seems" I guess I need to realize everything is what it seems in this house.*