Call me a liar

I hide inside myself for days and nights.
i block out all life and light.
I'd rather be alone and cold as a lonely stone.
I'm the only one that understands me.
no one else does because they can't see.
I'm being killed by reality.

i know I'm wrong but i can't stop now.
the reason is because i don't know how.
so many things building up inside and so many things i just can't hide.
if i ever said i was happy then i lied.

so call me a liar.
i don't care because I've got nothing to share.
I've got nothing to say and no reason to stay.
so just stay out of my way.
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