Sorry For Living

You've changed my life forever
made me thing for a second
made me thing
what I really am

the pain I caused
everything i've lived for
no longer there
I must change

I can't stand the pain
I hate it all
i've fed my life
I've fed up 100%

I can't stand to be looked at
people hate me
I hate me
You hate me

I want to die
suffer for the pain
suffer for it all
but oh well

I wish I never did it
I wish I was different
I want to change
Change it all
everything about me

I want to be looked at as a person
I don't want this
I hate it

I try and help
I f.ck up my life
I try and make you laugh
you don't laugh back
It makes me sad
everything makes me sad

I need help
Everyone sees it
I even see it
I am insane
cant handle it all

Im sorry for living

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