I can’t take this pain anymore
The pain of everyone leaving
Of everyone stabbing me in the my back,
Walking all over me.
Why does this always happen to me?
Everytime I think something good happens it all goes bad.
I lost my best friend, lost all my grandparents.
All I have left in my life is my mom and boyfriend that cares,
But it’s only a matter of time before they leave me.
Why don’t I just end it all now?
That way I will never get hurt again
I won’t have to have to worry about the pain.
Wondering if the next day I’ll get hurt or not
What’s holding me back from the knife?
From cutting my wrists, or stabbing myself,
What is left but a final good-bye?
