Nathan,
Right now I need you more then ever
I can't do it anymore, I'll lie to you never
I've done something that I'm not really proud of
But know matter what happens you'll always feel my love
I need for you to break up with me
Because I need for you to see
That if you stay with me your going to get hurt
You can do better then me, I'm nothing but dirt
Nathan your my love, my life, but most of all my friend
And I don't know how to tell you this Nathan but I'm sorry because I'm cutting again
You promised me you'd love me forever
And that you'd break up with me never
But maybe after this poem you'll change you mind
You'll find someone better that's loving and kind
I know I'm going to regret this, that I'm going to be depressed
That seeing you with someone else is going to cause me stress
But that's just life, it's one big test
And hunny I'm sorry but for you this is best
Because then I'll never have to see you cry
Because I'm already cutting and wanting to die
Seeing you cry would hurt me so much
It's going to be so hard for me to see you and not touch
Nathan I can't do this, I'm starting to regret
Because I keep thinking back to when we first met
I think of all the good times that we had together
And when you made me wish on the bear I wished to be with you forever
I don't know what to do Nathan, I am so confused
All's I know for sure is my arms are cut and bruised
So please Nathan please, help me decide
Should we break up and our love just hide
Or stay together, and stop cutting I'll try
Because Nathan I love you and I'm just not ready for goodbye
~Please rate and mostly comment because I need your advise on whether or not to give my boyfriend Nathan the poem..thanks much appriciation~
