Realizing

You need to realize how much I miss you!
I don’t think that you really understand how much though,
I know that you remember our long walks,
And how we always argued,
But would always forgive each other,
The times that it seemed life were impossible,
We would always help each other out,
The times that we could not see each-other,
We always found a time and a place to talk!
And I don’t know what changed!
I said a lot of stuff that I should not have,
And that’s something that I see now,
Although it’s too late!
The way we kissed,
When ever we could,
When ever you hugged me,
I felt so warm inside!
Like maybe you actually did love me!
I really wish that you would give me another chance
No matter what people will tell you things that you will believe
And things that you won’t,
But baby boy,
You seem to have the things that you do and don’t believe backwards,
You believe what other people tell you that I’m doing,
You knew me and do you really think I would do that?
If you do, then maybe you need to think harder,
Why would I do such things?
I really don’t see why you got pleasure,
From talking about me behind my back,
Although I did the same!
I realized that I did wrong,
And want to apologize!
And I really would like it if you would apologize back,
But won’t mind if you don’t,
Because I know that I am doing the right thing!!!
I just want to say one more thing,
Baby, I still Love you!!