by Jessica Mar 3, 2005
category :
Sadness, depression /
about death
Nothing short of a miracle my life has happened so fast my whole life ahead of me and just 3 weeks in my past patiently waiting for the day when I can take my 1st breath say my 1st words and even take my 1st step having a new experience with each new day that passes by I'm not even bigger than a seed but still I know that I'm alive and I can feel my heart beating getting stronger everyday just think soon ill have little toes and little legs I know it does not seem like much but pretty soon down the line I hear my mother voice and open my eyes for the 1st time I'm only four inches long and I feel that something gone wrong I have not even been here long and you already want me gone and mom I know what your feeling and that there questions in your mind but if you make this decision please don't forget that I'm alive and that I'm growing inside I want a change to live to and then you turn around and say you have no choice but to chose I know my thoughts are no concern Because I did not ask to me here but please just give me a change and at lest try me for a year and let give you my love and feel your love in return you see cause life is a gift so let me live so you can learn. my life is in your had mom please don't leave me helpless cause I feel your emotion and I know your scared but so am i just imagine how it feels to feel fear for the 1st time. |