NiGhTmArE

He wants me to be perfect,
he wants me to be hot,
he wants me to be everything,
everything that I'm not.

he wants me to change who i am,
just so he can feel comfortable,
i remember when i met him,
he was so caring and lovable.

now he hits me and yells at me,
just because i don't do what he says,
he tells me he wants to get rid of me,
he tells me he wants me dead.

so sometimes i do him a favor,
i go in the bathroom and i bleed,
i make sure i lock the door,
so he doesn't come in and see.

i show my scars to my friends,
so they can see my pain,
they get me out of that house,
so i don't cut myself again.

but i go back every night,
even though its a nightmare,
i go back to him anyways,
because leaving him isn't fair.

i need to stay out of his way,
if we're going to be together,
i hope we go our separate ways,
and stay like that forever.

this isn't whats going on in my life,
i don't have a boyfriend that beats me and makes me cut myself,
i don't even have a boyfriend, ha ha, lol, plz rate or comment, or both.