Razor to the wrist

Razor to the wrist
The deepest cut I've ever made
I want to scream but no one is here
But it doesn't matter, I can't be saved
It felt so good
Yet hurt so much
Everything went away
When I felt the sharp touch

Razor to the wrist
It slowly began to bleed
But tomorrow when I go to school
I'll smile and deceive

Razor to the wrist
It's going to get me sent away
But it really doesn't matter
Either way, I'll never be OK
I'll never be happy
Color will never return to my heart
I can never go back
I can't go back to the start
I can't change what I've done
I can't erase all my scars
I want to survive in this life
But it's oh...so...hard