Once again I take the knife

by xRachelx   Mar 3, 2005


Once again I take the knife,
Try to stop the hurt, try to quit my life.
Once again I try to succeed,
And pray my wrists shall bleed and bleed.
That the blood shall drain away from me,
And let my tortured soul be free.

Once again I take pill after pill,
This battered body, I try to kill.
Once again I try to achieve,
My goal of which this life to leave.
I just want to stop all this agony today,
To make my troubles go away.

Once again I get a rope,
Try to kill this pain; I cannot cope.
Once again I tie the noose,
But it always seems to be too loose.
I want so much for it all to end,
This screwed up life I cannot mend.

Once again I hold the gun,
For with this awful world I’m done.
Once again I try to pull the trigger,
To stop my problems before they get bigger.
The only thing that’s holding me back,
Is the courage I need, but that I lack.

Once again I stand ten storeys high,
I want to jump, I want to fly.
Once again I stand on the window ledge,
I can’t take it no more, I’m on the edge.
But yes this is it, I start to fall,
This last desperate action shall finish it all.

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  • 19 years ago

    by Natalie

    That was really good Rachel. Nice work.

  • 19 years ago

    by rachel

    this is reli movin and i reli liked readin it, and thanx 4 ur comment i reli appreciate them! keep writin cus ur stuff is fab xxx

  • 19 years ago

    by A Broken Bleeding Soul

    hey great poem... thanks for the comment! that poem really is dedicated to everyone, and i love everyone on this site. if you ever get the urge just read my poem (To Everyone on this Site) and just remember that there are people who do care... THANKS SO MUCH!
    Lots of love ~ Tina

  • 19 years ago

    by ScarredSoul

    i loves it!!!

  • 19 years ago

    by Red Charm

    Wonderful poem