IT

I tried to move on,
I tried to live life
I tried to forget
But she brought it all back
It’s changed life again
And how I see me
As I just can’t move on
And I don’t want to leave.

Now I can’t describe
How I feel deep down
But it hurts so much more
Then from what it sounds.

I fought today, against a guy
Who insulted her, I don’t know why
And suddenly it took over me,
The it, the feeling, inside of me

How can she love him, more than me?
How come she’s blind, and can not see
That he uses her, because of her age
That there are others, that help him get laid.

I try to move on,
I try to live life,
I try to forget
But now she’s brought it all back,
And I struggle to live,
In this torturous way
As my mind can not cope
With anything she has to say.