Inside I feel like i am slowly dying.
Cut to pieces from the pain you engraved upon me. I await the day that once again you'll love me. I am not optimistic to that ever happening. Sometimes I wonder if you ever cared. I know that you were always there. Thanks for putting on the show. I sometimes wish that you hadn't gone. So now you leave me here all messed up. Left me to deal with everything on my own. No one to care, no one to talk to I wait for the day you will come back and if that day never comes than I will wait forever for you never to be married for a lifetime you didn't just pain me now you pained me for a lifetime and I didn't do a thing to you. You continuously strive to hurt me and again and again you get threw you destroy me destroy us perhaps you will eventually destroy our friendship. I loved you. Did you ever love me back sometimes I wonder about that did you ever really care or were you just using me for the rebound or perhaps using me.
