I can't believe he used me for something he had.
I've washed my face 9,000 times,
but I can still taste that nasty taste that's never going to leave.
he's destroyed me,
he's destroyed everything I wanted to be,
and I'll never forgive him.
he's taken everything i worked for,
and snapped it over his knee
right in front of my face.
there's no excuse for that.
why would he do that to me?
I can't sleep because of him.
I close my eyes and I see him,
and it's terrifying.
I can't look in the mirror without seeing failure plastered on my forehead,
and it's all because of him.
just when I started to feel good about me.
this wasn't what I was brought here for.
I want to be alone.