Sorry it's long guys, but I just had to let my feelings out.
I was shaking the other night,
When you text me to tell me,
I knew something wasn't right
"We really need to talk,
About our relationship",
I could barely walk,
I was trembling so much
"Baby what is it?
You're scaring me",
Something was wrong,
Was it not meant to be?
My phone went again,
And I shook as I opened,
I knew it would cause pain,
The message you sent me
"I was really drunk,
On Friday night,
I got off with my ex,
We should break up, alright?"
The tears welled up,
In my dark brown eyes,
And the first ones fell,
As I started to cry
Onto the duvet,
Fell my salty tears,
I didn't think you'd play,
But it had been my fear
"No baby please,
Don't end it now,
I beg you don't leave,
Just tell me how!"
I wanted to know,
Did you not want to break up?
Or did you want to go?
I cried myself to sleep,
On Tuesday night,
Your smile would repeat,
Inside of my mind
Then the next day we spoke,
You told me the full,
Everything else you had done,
Your love was revoked
Your friend's cousin,
Had made a pass,
You couldn't resist it,
Someone else at last
She threw herself at you,
YOU ASKED HER OUT!!!
When you told me this,
I wanted to shout!
Did you not have the decency,
To ditch me first?
I guess I was right,
My love life is cursed
Then you told me you kissed her,
You said that's when you felt bad,
Why didn't you just tell me before?
That your love was something I no longer had
That was really,
What hurt me the most,
And to be totally honest,
I feel like a ghost
To be even more blunt,
I miss you so much,
Is there no way that I could,
Get you back, pull a stunt?
I guess there's not,
I'm last in line,
I can picture the queue,
On the canvas in my mind
The only thing left to say I guess,
Is that this has made my life,
Such a mess
The problem is though,
There's one thing to see,
I love you so much,
So why don't you love me?
This is all true, although I had to adapt the texts so they fit with the rhyme. My boyfriend dumped me on Tuesday night, telling me that he cheated on me when he was drunk and again the night he dumped me. Apparently he lost his love for me about a week before but didn't say anything 'cause he didn't want to hurt me. How does that work?! He cheated on me for f**ks sake, how can that not hurt more?! Anyways, enough of my rambling, soz!
