I came home with joy
from a painful day of school
from a painful hours of my life
and i come home so i could talk to someone i really love
i sign on aim
hoping to tell you how painful my day was and tell you how much i love you
you weren't there
you weren't on line
i felt like i just wanted to kill myself over and over again
cause not talking to you makes me sick and want to hurt myself
cause i want to talk to you
i want to remove the damage i done
i want to tell you am sorry with out saying the wrong words
i want to tell you how much my life sucks
and i want to be there for you
but ?
your gone
when i need you the most...
cause today i felt like i was gonna cry
cause today i felt like i was gonna die
cause my life going down the drain
and i don't want you to go down with it...
