What my existance does..

If I didn't ever exist, all your problems would end,
My existence does cause you every bit of your pain.
If you never knew me, you could always be so fine,
See all the pain that my existence always does bring.

If we hadn't ever met, your life would be just fine,
I caused all your pain and I do kill you bit by bit.
If I ceased to exist in here you would be all happy,
I would never ever make you feel like so f**king sh*t.

I wish I could just erase my existence from the world,
I wish To end all of your unwanted pain here and now.
Erase every part that is left of me, every little bit,
I just wish I could do all that, in some way, some how.

If I had never asked you if I could add you to hotmail,
You would probably still be with your boyfriend Shane,
I blame myself for everything bad that happens to you,
If I was never here, you wouldn't be in so much pain.

Probably doesn't make sense to you but it's how I feel,
I hope you understand what all I'm trying to say here.
All I mean is I am the main cause of all your problems,
If I suddenly disappeared your life would be so clear.

I'm sorry for everything I have done or I have said.
I don't mean it any of it, I just hope that you know.
I wish my life would just fade away so damn quickly,
So I could finally put an end to all of your sorrows.

I wish I could end my life and fix everything I broken.
Fix every problem I have caused to you, I really do wish.
I want to leave this damn world all for your pain to end,
Even if it does mean to hell I would forever be banished.

*I'm sorry Sarah.. I won't be a problem to you soon*